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well i never
00:56
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I’ve never drank a full cup of coffee
I’ve never blacked out drunk at a party
I’ve never had a dog
I’ve never had a real normal job
I don’t know a whole lot of family history
I don’t think I know a whole lot about anything
Maybe I do
But I don’t know if I do
I don’t have my ears pierced
I don’t have a tattoo
But I’m finding out who I am
And I’m pretty sure that maybe I like her
I’ve been in school for pretty much my whole life
And I don’t really have any plans on stopping
I don’t seem to know the movies that anyone talks about
But I’ve been in love
And I’ve cooked dinner with squash that I grew myself
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Psychedelic Sheets
04:04
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Spot check my breath for love
You’ll find I can’t drive home tonight
But my bike’s too heavy
And I can see my breath outside
I know that I don’t want to go
I know that I don’t want to go
But your couch seems awful lonely
Yeah your couch seems awful lonely
Psychedelic sheets in the kitchen we could share
If you’d let me
Psychedelic sheets in the kitchen we could share
If you’d let me
If you’d want to
If you’d want to
We could brush each other’s teeth and paint each other’s backs
We could brush each other’s teeth and paint each other’s backs
I’d dance for you
I’d dance for you
For you
For you
While you sing about the trees
While you sing about the trees
Ooh
Ooh
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4. |
Remember Love
04:36
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Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to sing
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to meet
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to live
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to dream
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to see
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to meet
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to live
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to fly
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to live
Remember love
Remember love
Love is what it takes to fall
Remember love
Remember love
Remember love
Remember love
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Fallout
01:26
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I really didn’t want to go anywhere
I got so scared that maybe he’d be there
I couldn’t go somewhere we’d been before
If I saw him what if we stuck once more
And if we stuck then when I’d leave
He’d pull my skin right off of me
And I’d fall out
I’d fall out
And I’d fall out
And all the king’s horses and all the king’s men
Couldn’t put me together again
I’m precariously perched inside of myself
Skin so thin
Skin so thin
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Bed with two pillows
01:03
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I got a second pillow
Felt like an adult
I hoped you would use it
But you’ve just been gone
I guess that’s okay
Because I am an adult
And my bed has two pillows
I just wish it had two people too
Specifically me and you
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Onward
02:02
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If I knew that I knew then I’d tell myself what I should do
Unseasonable weather
I still feel a tether I need to undo
Onward
I can’t find my confidence
I can’t find my plans
Expert dreamer
I have feelings
And two creative hands
I don’t see eye to eye with me anymore
I don’t feel the moonbeams anymore
Onward
Said the hummingbird
Onward
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I am halfway up a mountain.
Two great horned owls are calling to each other tenderly,
and I got it in my mind somehow
that they are lovers
Why aren’t you calling me?
When I got home
I saw the light on in my room,
and I almost hoped I’d find you lying in my bed somehow.
If I’d gotten attacked by a cougar
I would have called you.
I would have left you a voicemail
(saying that I’d gotten attacked by a cougar)
and that it was one of my least favourite parts of the week.
And I would have told you
that my favourite part of the week was being rolled in your arms.
Is this a cry for help?
People don’t climb mountains alone in the middle of the night in the rain if they’re feeling okay.
People don’t just sit down and make recordings of the owls if they’re feeling okay.
Que c’est que ce sentiment de solitude?
C’est dégeulasse
Je t’aime
Je t’aime
Why aren’t you calling me?
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Someday you’ll have built a house up on a mountain
And it won’t be mine
Someday I’ll be laughing in a lake while kids are splashing
And they won’t be yours
Is it so crazy to know we aren’t forever
But still want as long as we can
Someday you’ll be snuggled up to watch your favourite movie
And I wont be there
Someday I’ll be picking peaches from the garden
I grew with someone else
But is it so crazy that we should have a moment now?
is it so crazy we should have our moment now?
Someday you’ll be sipping coffee across the table
From a beauty with a matching ring we’ll never share
And you’ll feel understood in ways I couldn’t have known you
But oh to have known you
As I know you
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bushbean Ontario
bushbean is a new solo project of Veda Hingert-McDonald.
She writes songs about lakes and lovers.
This music is also a diy experiment in learning more about recording and producing.
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