sat on floor / sad on floor

by bushbean

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1.
well i never 00:56
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I’ve never drank a full cup of coffee I’ve never blacked out drunk at a party I’ve never had a dog I’ve never had a real normal job I don’t know a whole lot of family history I don’t think I know a whole lot about anything Maybe I do But I don’t know if I do I don’t have my ears pierced I don’t have a tattoo But I’m finding out who I am And I’m pretty sure that maybe I like her I’ve been in school for pretty much my whole life And I don’t really have any plans on stopping I don’t seem to know the movies that anyone talks about But I’ve been in love And I’ve cooked dinner with squash that I grew myself
2.
Psychedelic Sheets 04:04
lyrics
Spot check my breath for love You’ll find I can’t drive home tonight But my bike’s too heavy And I can see my breath outside I know that I don’t want to go I know that I don’t want to go But your couch seems awful lonely Yeah your couch seems awful lonely Psychedelic sheets in the kitchen we could share If you’d let me Psychedelic sheets in the kitchen we could share If you’d let me If you’d want to If you’d want to We could brush each other’s teeth and paint each other’s backs We could brush each other’s teeth and paint each other’s backs I’d dance for you I’d dance for you For you For you While you sing about the trees While you sing about the trees Ooh Ooh
3.
improvisation 65, pine st. 00:48
4.
Remember Love 04:36
lyrics
Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to sing Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to meet Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to live Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to dream Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to see Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to meet Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to live Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to fly Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to live Remember love Remember love Love is what it takes to fall Remember love Remember love Remember love Remember love
5.
Fallout 01:26
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I really didn’t want to go anywhere I got so scared that maybe he’d be there I couldn’t go somewhere we’d been before If I saw him what if we stuck once more And if we stuck then when I’d leave He’d pull my skin right off of me And I’d fall out I’d fall out And I’d fall out And all the king’s horses and all the king’s men Couldn’t put me together again I’m precariously perched inside of myself Skin so thin Skin so thin
6.
Bed with two pillows 01:03
lyrics
I got a second pillow Felt like an adult I hoped you would use it But you’ve just been gone I guess that’s okay Because I am an adult And my bed has two pillows I just wish it had two people too Specifically me and you
7.
Onward 02:02
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If I knew that I knew then I’d tell myself what I should do Unseasonable weather I still feel a tether I need to undo Onward I can’t find my confidence I can’t find my plans Expert dreamer I have feelings And two creative hands I don’t see eye to eye with me anymore I don’t feel the moonbeams anymore Onward Said the hummingbird Onward
8.
this is the sound of that night without you 02:22
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I am halfway up a mountain. Two great horned owls are calling to each other tenderly, and I got it in my mind somehow that they are lovers Why aren’t you calling me? When I got home I saw the light on in my room, and I almost hoped I’d find you lying in my bed somehow. If I’d gotten attacked by a cougar I would have called you. I would have left you a voicemail (saying that I’d gotten attacked by a cougar) and that it was one of my least favourite parts of the week. And I would have told you that my favourite part of the week was being rolled in your arms. Is this a cry for help? People don’t climb mountains alone in the middle of the night in the rain if they’re feeling okay. People don’t just sit down and make recordings of the owls if they’re feeling okay. Que c’est que ce sentiment de solitude? C’est dégeulasse Je t’aime Je t’aime Why aren’t you calling me?
9.
Someday (voice memo version) 02:11
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Someday you’ll have built a house up on a mountain And it won’t be mine Someday I’ll be laughing in a lake while kids are splashing And they won’t be yours Is it so crazy to know we aren’t forever But still want as long as we can Someday you’ll be snuggled up to watch your favourite movie And I wont be there Someday I’ll be picking peaches from the garden I grew with someone else But is it so crazy that we should have a moment now? is it so crazy we should have our moment now? Someday you’ll be sipping coffee across the table From a beauty with a matching ring we’ll never share And you’ll feel understood in ways I couldn’t have known you But oh to have known you As I know you

about

a composite breakup album, a long time in the making.
with love,
bushbean

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released February 23, 2024

Recorded 2022-2023, Veggie Goat Studios
written/performed/produced by Veda Hingert-McDonald
Track 4 "Remember Love" is by Yoko Ono and John Lennon
special thanks to violet for listening early

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bushbean Ontario

bushbean is a new solo project of Veda Hingert-McDonald.

She writes songs about lakes and lovers.

This music is also a diy experiment in learning more about recording and producing.

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